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POSITIONING YOURSELF
FOR A MIRACLE
“…`Speak, Lord,
for your servant is listening.’” 1 Sam. 3:10
For years I told
this as a straight story. After all, God did a miracle. How could I add to
that?
I couldn’t. But as
I began sharing what God had done, I noticed audiences distancing themselves
from me and from the others involved—almost into an Us and Them, as if we were
something special. As if what had happened to us couldn’t happen to them. They
lost sight of the fact that we are just average women in love with a VERY
SPECIAL GOD.
So, I’m going to
tell the story with a few add-ons. Things that may help explain how this could
have happened to us regular folk. I hope it will encourage you to believe God
for a miracle in whatever part of your life needs one—because God is not a
respecter of persons. He rains his love down on each of us as He sees fit, and
we receive when we trust Him.
We hear the word miracle,
and we immediately think in terms of mighty men and women of God. When we
have a big need, we go hunting for the Big Guns, the famous evangelist, the TV
preacher, someone with a miracle-working record.
But guess what?
Jesus said He’d send the Comforter to us—not just to them, but to us.,
He said He’d fill us with His Spirit. That He’d empower us—you and me.
He wants to do miracles in my life and in YOUR life. THROUGH YOU.
The story I’m
going to tell you recounts just one of the miracles I’ve seen since I fell in
love with my Lord Jesus. Granted, it is the biggest, the most flamboyant. The
only one that got me interviewed on TV and in newspapers. But that exposure
merely gave me—and the others involved—the opportunity to give credit where
credit is due. Pointing always to Jesus. To Jehovah Rapha. Our Shalom. God, the
Almighty.
We were Theresa, Dee,
Ginny, and Normandie—four women ranging in age from 27 (Theresa) to 37 (me),
friends from church, and board members from Women’s Aglow whose children played
together. Theresa and I had begun a food and clothing ministry called The
Lord’s Storehouse a few years earlier. Now, with Dee’s
help, we were meeting to plan the expansion into a meals-on-wheels program. We
lived on the Eastern Shore of Maryland, in farm and boating country, where the
most rocking church, the one with a Charismatic pastor, was Christ United
Methodist up on High Street, which three of us attended. On Sundays, DeeKent County
needed a food and clothing ministry. But God had told us it did—and guess who
was right? Two ladies, a garden shed, bags of donated clothes, ties to an Aglow
friend at the Salvation Army, and a few years later we had a rented store front
and an multi-church ministry (the Presbyterians and an interdenominational
fellowship had joined us) that was truly community based.
headed over to the fancier First Methodist on the hill across the street. The
main problem with the Methodists (besides the fact that they can’t get together
with each other when they’re across the street or around the corner, especially
if the around-the-corner one clapped on the off-beat) is that they run their
church by committee (majority vote, not God’s vote). Back then, the Committee
didn’t think
At the time of the
miracle, Dee had approached us with the idea for hot
meals to minister to the lonely and the shut-ins. She, Theresa, and I were
meeting at Dee’s house in Chestertown to pray about it.
Then Ginny called, distraught about her day. Dee said,
“Come on over and pray with us.”
Ginny’s children,
Justin 6, Sarah 4, and Samuel 16 months, joined the three children already
there: mine, Dee’s, and Theresa’s. After lunch, we sent them to
two-and-a-half-year-old Leslie’s room to play while we got to the business at
hand. Someone checked on them just before we began to pray. They were having a
great time with Leslie’s dream toys.
Because we were
praying, forty-five minutes passed before any of us thought to check again.
This time, Ginny couldn’t find Leslie and Samuel. They weren’t in the kitchen
fetching a snack or in the bathroom or the master bedroom or the brother’s
room. Justin just looked over his shoulder and said, “Well, they were right here,”
as he turned back to his Legos project.
It seems that Leslie, who is large for her age
(10.5 lbs at birth), had reached the handle on the back porch door to let them
both outside, presumably to play on the yard toys. The weather that March 19th
was warm. We weren’t worried.
Even when we
discovered that they’d left the back yard, we comforted ourselves. The
neighborhood was quiet with no cars at that time of day. The only issue might
have been the pool in the next block, but it was fenced.
We split up. Dee
ran toward the pool, Ginny crossed the street toward the football-stadium-sized
field between backyards, and I headed toward a construction site in the other
direction. Theresa stood guard over the other children.
I’d gone about a
block when I heard the scream. Immediately the knowledge dropped into my mind: Samuel
has drowned. And then came these words: “But this is not unto death.”
People talk about
having the gift of faith to work miracles. Well, you and I look at ourselves
and we know, don’t we, that we’re not walking around sticking out
our staff and parting any Red Sea. But I’ve got good
news. The gift of faith is just that: A gift. And God will give it to you when
you need it. Then you’ll know that what He says is true.
That’s what
happened to me. I knew. There wasn’t a moment of doubt where I asked
myself if that were really God’s voice. The words came, they nestled inside,
and doubt didn’t have a chance.
You’ve got to
realize, I wasn’t some great, heroic woman of God who walked around making
proclamations. Sure, I recognized God’s voice because I’d been practicing my
listening skills. But something like that? The normal me would have questioned.
“You sure, God? This isn’t just wishful thinking?”
Not this time.
When He dropped that gift on me and spoke to my heart, He filled me with the
ability to believe Him absolutely. If He hadn’t, things might not have
progressed the way they did, because from a human standpoint, it didn’t look
good. And I certainly couldn’t have fixed any of it. None of us could have.
I followed the
cries and ran across that football field to find Ginny standing there dripping,
clutching her lifeless son as she wailed. If you’ve ever seen a dead person,
you know what I’m talking about when I say his color was white/grey, his skin
like cold rubber as he hung limply across her arms. According to drowning
experts, a body sinks until it becomes water-logged, and then it floats again.
This can take up to an hour. Samuel had fallen into an unfenced fish pond that
we didn’t even know existed. He’d sunk to the bottom in about five to six feet
of water and eventually had floated back to the surface. And all that time,
Leslie had stood guard in her pink pants and shirt, waiting until Ginny spied
her across the field. Then Leslie had pointed at Samuel as he floated face-down
in front of her so that Ginny could jump in and retrieve the body.
Again, somehow I
knew what I had to do. Full of peace, I told Ginny to give her precious Samuel
to me and to go call 911. She didn’t say that Dee was
already phoning. She didn’t argue—which had to be God. I mean, she knew
I’d never had a CPR lesson in my life while she was a trained lifeguard. And
yet she handed me Samuel’s lifeless body and ran back across the football field
to Dee’s house.
Without training I
hadn’t a clue what to do except hold fast to those words. “This is not unto
death.”
If you look at
what I did next, you’d know I would have killed Samuel if he hadn’t already
been dead. Holding him upside down and pushing on his stomach to get as much
water out as I could wasn’t a problem. But then Dee—who did know CPR—returned
from phoning 911 at a neighbor’s house and told me to blow into Samuel’s mouth
while she did the chest compressions. Later, Dee said I
should have blown with shallow breaths while pinching his nose: the strength
with which I forced air into him ought to have burst his little lungs. And,
said Dee, once begun, CPR should never be stopped. We
pushed and prodded and blew for over ten minutes—Dee was
timing the compressions. I’d already been pumping Samuel’s belly and dangling
him upside down for at least five minutes before Dee got
there. Where was the ambulance?
Afraid that maybe
they couldn’t find us, Dee decided we should haul Samuel to the front of that
house so we’d be visible. I slung Samuel like a rag doll in my arms and ran. No
one breathed into him or pressed. CPR was forgotten. We ran.
“This is not
unto death.”
Across the street,
two women stood talking. A car sat at the curb, its engine running. Dee
screamed for them to come help. They merely stared. Immobile.
Three doors down
on the left, Jim Siemens, a Christian college professor and sometime-EMT,
dashed out of his house. Dee called to him.
“Sorry, I’m
heading out to an emergency. A drowning!” he yelled.
Dee
pointed to Samuel. Finally aware that we held a victim, Jim came running. It
seems that two 911 calls went in—Dee’s and Ginny’s.
Imagining that two separate drownings had occurred, Jim, who only helped out
when the Fire Dept was desperate, raced from lunch to answer. He brought his
car. I drove while he administered CPR.
Still, there was
no pulse.
“This is not
unto death.”
Jim, a Southern
Baptist, said later that when he heard me praying and praising God as I drove,
his faith had been strengthened. God had lined up His people for Samuel.
At the hospital,
it was the changing of the guard. The day shift had not yet left, and the
evening shift had just arrived. Someone grabbed Samuel while they tried to
soothe me—assuming I was the mother. And then Dee drove
up with Ginny, who was still wet from the pond. We were herded to a private
room where Ginny changed into a hospital gown, sending Dee
home to phone Ginny’s husband who had an hour’s drive from his job in Annapolis.
I told Ginny what
God had said. Weeping, she related that she’d fallen on her face at Dee’s
and heard God whisper, “And this also that the Father may be glorified.”
I hate to admit
that though I had read the Bible through several times, it wasn’t until I
looked up John 11:4 that Ginny and I realized God had given us both parts of
the same verse. Without the first half, the “This is not unto death,”
Ginny would have continued to think God’s glory involved Samuel dying.
We know God sometimes uses human death for His glory. But that wasn’t His plan
with Samuel. Now Ginny looked at me though teary eyes and found hope. We lifted
our hands and sang praises at the top of our voices. I’m so glad God hears our
praises without judging our voices. If you think I can’t carry a tune, you
ought to hear Ginny, who is absolutely tone deaf. We didn’t care. As “iron
sharpens iron,” so we sharpened each other’s faith.
Outside that room,
Samuel’s body was undergoing a cut down in his groin to get a catheter up to
his heart. He was on oxygen, but he still had no pulse.
Why did God wait
four days to resurrect Lazarus? And why did He time Samuel’s arrival at the
hospital so that the number of witnesses had doubled? Why did He wait for the
staff to call Samuel’s doctor down to sign the death certificate?
So that He might
be glorified. Lazarus stank. The tests of Samuel’s blood revealed that his ph
level and his CO2 level were both incompatible with life. He was dead.
And then the
pediatrician arrived, ready to sign on the dotted line. Suddenly, Samuel’s
finger jerked. “Just a death twitch,” said the ER doctors. Samuel’s doctor, who
remembered Samuel’s knotted umbilical cord at birth, told them to keep working.
Just as suddenly,
Samuel woke up.
When the
pediatrician came into the room with us, he said, “Okay. You’ll have something to take home. I
can’t guarantee the level of brain damage.”
Ginny answered,
“That’s what you told us when he was born.”
The doctor
shrugged. “We pumped 20 minutes of water out of his lungs. Samuel was dead for
a long time.” (Remember, I’d already pumped a whole lot out myself.)
A helicopter took
Samuel to Johns Hopkins in Baltimore.
Ginny’s husband, Jim Teitt, arrived. Grabbing my hand, Ginny begged me to go
with them. Iron sharpens iron.
Theresa took my
son Joshua home with her. Dee arranged care for Ginny’s
other children, and Ginny and her husband Jim and I drove first to their house
and then the two and a half hours to Baltimore.
When we arrived,
the doctors asked what had happened to Samuel. After we told them, they said,
“That’s what’s on the chart, but we don’t get it. We did a CAT
scan, and we can’t find any brain damage. That shouldn’t be.”
“This is not
unto death.” We told them why what shouldn’t be was.
Before I left the
hospital that evening I got to meet a family whose 6-year-old son—I don’t
remember his name so I’ll call him Tommy—had been hit by a truck. He wasn’t
expected to live. We prayed together for God to touch Tommy as he’d touched
Samuel.
You do know, don’t
you, that Satan hates good news? And that he’s going to do everything in his
power to thwart a miracle of God?
Three days later I
woke for my morning ablutions with the thought, “Ginny’s going to call you from
Baltimore and tell you Samuel is
dying.”
Now, what should I
have done with that? If I’d been a mighty woman of God, I would have done more
than send up a quick prayer before fixing breakfast for my crew. I would have
gotten on my knees and come against the work of the devil. Instead, I got my
husband and daughter out the door and took a call from Theresa.
Back in those
days, we didn’t have call waiting. Midway in our conversation the operator
interrupted. Ginny hysterically told me that Samuel was dying. The Chestertown
hospital hadn’t bothered to get a water sample. Now his organs were being shut
down by anaerobic bacteria that had grown in his lungs. Anaerobic means in the
absence of oxygen. These little guys had gotten hold of Samuel while he was
full of water, with no oxygen in his lungs.
The doctors were
trying every antibiotic they could think of, but they didn’t hold out much
hope. I rejoiced. God had already said this would happen, which meant it hadn’t
taken Him by surprise. Again, Ginny took heart. Iron sharpens iron. She
and Jim weren’t in this alone. I prayed with her, then said I’d round up a
prayer team and be there as soon as possible.
We were there by 10:30. Johns Hopkins, a hospital that has a
statue of Jesus in the rotunda, gave us a conference room. We didn’t stop
praying and crying out to God all that day.
Sometime that
evening, the doctors did a cut down at the neck to insert a catheter. They were
afraid it might release a bubble into his brain, but felt they had to go in.
We prayed. We
fasted. We reminded God of His promises and Satan that God never fails.
At ten that night,
the doctor came in to tell us that Samuel had rallied. He’d live.
Samuel remained in
pediatric ICU for two more weeks. The nurses began calling him their Miracle
Baby.
In the bed across
the room, Tommy lay in a coma. One day Ginny came across his grandmother
weeping, begging God just to let Tommy open his eyes. Ginny prayed with her.
Tommy opened his eyes.
A few days later,
Ginny stood beside Tommy’s bed. The truck had crushed Tommy’s left brain,
leaving his right side completely paralyzed. Ginny laid one hand on his right
leg and one on his right arm, praying for God to touch him. She was startled
when Tommy’s leg and arm shot up. His right leg and arm. Had she prayed with
faith that God would do that? No. She’d prayed with faith in God. In
Him, no matter what He chose to do. Over the thirty plus years during which
I’ve followed the Lord, I’ve found the prayer of relinquishment one of the most
powerful. “God, You are. Because You are, I trust You.”
Six months later,
Tommy walked up the aisle of Christ United
Methodist Church
in Chestertown, Maryland,
to give his testimony to God’s miracle power.
There was another
child was in the ICU. The three-year-old daughter of a Methodist minister had
been trapped in her car seat when her mother had driven off a bridge into an
icy stream in PA. Ginny told the father about Samuel and about Tommy. The
father just stared at her and said his daughter would never recover. She
didn’t.
Samuel has now
graduated from college. We don’t know why God did what He did. Why he spared
Samuel. Maybe it was just for Tommy. Maybe Samuel will touch other lives. His
story has given many hope. When I face obstacles, I remind myself of the God I
serve. Thirty some years ago when I faced the choice of believing or not, when
I first began to investigate the reality of God, I knew I could only believe in
a Red-Sea-parting God. One who never changed. Who still worked miracles today.
Otherwise, why bother?
He has never
disappointed me. God is. His grace is marvelous. If He chooses to
take us home or to leave us here, He is to be glorified. If He allows me to
walk through hard times or lifts me out of them, He is to be glorified.
There was nothing
special or anointed about Ginny or Dee or me or Jim
Siemens. When Samuel came home from Baltimore,
his pediatrician tested his motor and mental skills. Samuel passed with flying
colors. Television broadcasters interviewed Dee, Ginny, and me. Dee, Jim, and I
were honored for saving Samuel’s life, both in Chestertown and statewide at an
Emergency Medical Services banquet. At each instance, we followed Joseph’s
example in Genesis 41:16: “It’s not in me; God will give Pharaoh a favorable
answer.”
It wasn’t us. God
did it all.
But I believe we
were positioned to hear God and to trust Him.
We loved Him and
His Word. I’d been cleaving desperately to Him in a very uncomfortable
marriage, learning of Him on my own, hungry for closeness to Him. We were doing
what our hands found to do and doing it with all our might (Eccl. 9:10).
We actively sought God in everything. We tried to walk humbly before Him.
We were the most
human of women, very imperfect vessels. Ginny was the only one of us who’d
known God since childhood. I had all sorts of issues that God hadn’t yet worked
out in me. Dee was new to this whole faith thing, but
was a wonderful Martha. And that morning, Ginny had been angry at her children
and at her husband, which is why she’d come to us. We loved her and we loved
each other.
The scene was set.
And God stepped into our human world and changed each of us forever.
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